Have you ever had friends that just were so awesome that it seems like they just ... i don't know, get or have everything? I know it sounds petty, but let me be a little petty right now and then I can snap back out of it. Every time you see them, they have these fantastical stories of things that have happened to them - this new guy or guys and they can't make up their minds about and one of them is actually somebody that you admire. I laugh along, but I am really sad about it too. I guess I am just jealous that she is getting all sorts of attention and here I am, 4:30am, writing my petty problems onto the Internet, because I had a bad dream. Usually I have the job satisfaction to comfort me, but not today. My own procrastination is making my life hell and I wish I could just be better, but maybe I need this little bit of drama in my life to have any drama at all?
Petty, but I just had an epiphany!