!!!LIVER ALONE!!! GET IT !!!

My liver has left the building. Literally. I was told today that because of fat build-up in my liver i can't drink alcohol anymore. Are you kidding me. This is probably one of the worst things you can say to an aspiring winemaker. Now every time i want to enjoy a glass of wine i need to takes pills they usually prescribe to alcoholics. Can you believe it, well, I'm still having a hard time wrapping my mind around it. But at least it's not anything deadly. Thank God for that. Small miracles, ya, you can call it the silver lining as well. For a little while there i was fearing cancer, and just losing my uncle that way - it totally freaked me out.
Well, if any one's looking for a designated driver? I'M IT !!!! A lot of spitting for me from now on. Yeah sorry, I don't swallow, I spit - this is breaking my heart. really. really.
One good way of looking at it is this, I'll never drink bad wine again. If I'm to drink wine, it better be damn good and worth my liver.
The pleasure of alcohol came with a very steep price for me. And I'm only 23. How do you like me now.
I know. i know. I'm sounding like an old lady. but forgive me for a second. I'm allowed my day of self-pitying.
DONE !! I think...