Finally things are in motion. I was starting to worry myself that I won't get started and end up not going to the USA. Let me tell you, this isn't all that much fun, it's a truck load of paperwork that needs to get done. The other day I had to write an autobiography. Putting my life on paper like that made my life seem so dull up to here. It seems dull, but living it has been fun, but don't get me wrong it has had bad times too, times i don't ever want to experience again. But history won't just let you be, it has the nasty habit of repeating itself. And history usually wasn't picnics and bunny rabbits, but WAR !!!
But looking forward and pushing the fear of history out of my mind, I can't help but feel hopeful. There is something in my mind that tells me, expect to enjoy life. I get this feeling that I'm going to have a wonderful life. Now; every body's opinion about what a wonderful life is, will be different, and my idea of a good life won't be all candyfloss and merry-go-rounds. I will have challenges, but i will succeed, I will have great friends, I will meet a man, he will be my best friend and we will marry. He won't always be wonderful, he'll sometimes break my heart, but he will always try and heal it again. Me and my family are currently going through a difficult time, to be honest i don't know when we weren't going through one. But someday it will end, maybe when we don't see each other every day.
And of course the wine won't be far behind. Good wine, will make my life good, but only as good as the people I enjoy it with.
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